The kids and I are going from seeing Gary every single day, 24-7 to seeing him whenever we can. He is back n forth between here and Ohio. I know our situation could be much worse, but this is quite the adjustment for our little family. Gary and I are best friends and Gary is a very active father. He is an amazing dad and is always helping me with chores and parenting these babes of ours. Going from him working from home to being gone is a shock. The kids hadn't seen their dad in 3 weeks. 3 long weeks y'all.
My feelings say forget this. We live in a house. It is just a house. My thoughts are flowing like gasoline into an overflowing tank. One minute I want to change realtors. Maybe get someone with a little more fire....someone who wants to sell this house. My next thought is to drop the price. My next thought is to rent this bad boy. What is the world? I know that going through life's challenges makes you stronger, but right now I'm just grasping for clarity. What in the world do we do?? And I'm not expecting you guys to answer these questions. You just get to see the mess that my emotional fingers are typing.
I'm not one for usually putting all this out there. It's not that I mind having my feelings all over the WWW, but I do. I clearly just needed to vent and type and hope that soon I will have a clearer mind. I have prayed for a sign from God. I don't have a clear sign yet. I know all this is happening for a reason. He isn't done with me yet and I have to deal with the not knowing what to do, or feel or blah blah confused blah.
So there is that.
I'm a hot mess covered in confusion and emotional vomit and know you all know about it.